Life Happens...

Once again its been awhile since I've been here...

Some of you know I'm dealing with some health issues. About a month ago things got much worse. Treatment needed to become aggressive and I needed time to process it all. I've been reading some but in a way I feel numb. Sometimes just the basic tasks of making it through the day are exhausting. Add two little ones to the mix and it becomes all consuming. 

As time goes on I'm adjusting to this new life. Trying to accept that it is what it is despite all my life plans. You wouldn't understand unless you've been there I guess. At least I wouldn't have. But its as if I'm grieving the person I used to be. 

I am very blessed and grateful that the condition isn't typically fatal but even so I can't help asking why me....

As I try to normalize life as much as possible, I find myself back here. In this group of like minded people wanting to write again, although I will not be making any more promises or predictions of when I will be here.

Due to sickness DD is in the shadows for now. None of this is easy for Jordan either but he has been there for me in whatever way I need him to be and I love him for that. 

To bring a little excitement back into our lives Jordan broke out his belt last week. I've always been afraid to try it. Always thought it would hurt too much but he reassured me that we would be playing for pleasure.. not pain. I must admit that I was amazed at the pleasure a belt can bring. It has brought us both pleasure and stress relief along with that closeness that only TTWD brings. I think is belt may just be one of my new favorites :)

We are looking forward to a fun filled Halloween weekend. I wish you all a happy and safe Spank I mean Trick or Treat:)-

Saturday Spankings: Hilton spanks Savannah

 

Thank you for stopping by. I'm going to apologize in advance, now that summer is here and both kiddos are home 24-7 I have very little time for writing and blogging.  So, sorry for the lack of comments and posts. They are only little once so I want to make the best of these days and get back to writing blogging in the fall when they are both at school ALL day:/ My babies are growing up too fast!

Today I am going to share an excerpt from my new release "Savannah's Surrender."

 

 

 

You can also get your copy now here:

 

 

 

 

 

Savannah's Surrender is based on a true story. It tells a tale of a married couple, Hilton and Savannah Fields, who are enduring some marital discord.

Hilton walked out on Savannah over six months ago. After numerous attempts to resolve their issues on their own with little progress Hilton decided it was time to call it quits. He was convinced that Savannah was just too stubborn and she was never going to be willing to compromise on anything. It wasn’t what he wanted but he had tried everything to fix things, finally reaching his breaking point he told Savannah he was filing for a divorce.

Savannah was devastated. She wanted her husband back but she wasn't going to let him tell her how or what to do. She talks Hilton into trying Christian marriage counseling as a final attempt to save their crumbling marriage. Savannah’s confident that the pastor will show Hilton the error of his ways.

Hilton and Savannah are both shocked when Pastor James suggests that they adopt a Domestic Discipline lifestyle. He instructs Hilton to become the head of his household and recommends that he starts spanking Savannah’s bottom if she disobeys him or becomes disrespectful. Pastor James ensures the couple that Hilton taking charge of their marriage will quickly put an end to their discord.

Will Hilton spank Savannah? Can Domestic Discipline save their failing marriage?

This week I decided to choose another scene from Hilton's point of view. He is in the mist of spanking Savannah over pillows on their bed.

 

 

Done with the belt I roughly squeezed and caressed Savannah’s striped globes. I allowed my fingers to brush over her private parts again. She moaned loudly and her entire body shuddered. Apparently she was enjoying this, her pussy was dripping wet. I was pleasantly surprised. I continued rubbing her bottom giving her a break from the spanking. I was so turned on I needed to touch her sexually. I could not fight the urge. I poured some cool lube down her butt crack and fingered her pussy in and out repeatedly. It felt so good to be inside her. She was so tight. Apparently she had been a good girl while I was gone.

 

 

Nice of Hilton to mix some pleasure with the pain:)~

 

Make sure you stop by and visit all the other Saturday Spankings!

Leave a comment too, let them know you were there:)

 

 

 

 

Saturday Spankings: Savannah's Surprised

Thank you for stopping by. Today I am going to share an excerpt from my new release "Savannah's Surrender."

                             

You can buy it now here: 

Savannah's Surrender is based on a true story. It tells a tale of a married couple, Hilton and Savannah Fields, who are enduring some marital discord.

Hilton walked out on Savannah over six months ago. After numerous attempts to resolve their issues on their own with little progress Hilton decided it was time to call it quits. He was convinced that Savannah was just too stubborn and she was never going to be willing to compromise on anything. It wasn’t what he wanted but he had tried everything to fix things, finally reaching his breaking point he told Savannah he was filing for a divorce.

Savannah was devastated. She wanted her husband back but she wasn't going to let him tell her how or what to do. She talks Hilton into trying Christian marriage counseling as a final attempt to save their crumbling marriage. Savannah’s confident that the pastor will show Hilton the error of his ways.

Hilton and Savannah are both shocked when Pastor James suggests that they adopt a Domestic Discipline lifestyle. He instructs Hilton to become the head of his household and recommends that he starts spanking Savannah’s bottom if she disobeys him or becomes disrespectful. Pastor James ensures the couple that Hilton taking charge of their marriage will quickly put an end to their discord.

Will Hilton spank Savannah? Can Domestic Discipline save their failing marriage?

This is a continuation from last weeks post. Savannah is researching domestic discipline prior to her meeting to discuss it with Mrs. Marilyn, the pastors wife. You can read that here: Savannah Googles Domestic Discipline. 

One of the things that surprised me the most about domestic discipline was how much the spanked women really seemed to like the lifestyle. I found it interesting that so many women expressed stress relief and feelings of being loved and taken care of after a spanking. I had done a considerable amount of reading and I hadn’t even run into a single piece that contained a wife who was complaining about her husband spanking her. In fact, I read about many women who wanted to be taken in hand that had husbands whom were unwilling to learn about, never mind commit to the lifestyle.

Thankfully I found a considerable amount of information about domestic discipline saving troubled marriages. I read about numerous marriages that were previously nearing divorce, that were completely transformed by adopting the DD lifestyle. The couples reported a closeness and intimacy that they had never experienced before embracing DD. I read about husbands curbing mouthiness, sass, overspending, attitudes, reckless behavior, dangerous behavior and many more things just by spanking their wives bottoms when they deserved it. For some reason I understood it. 

I must agree with the information that Savannah found. I am the happiest, calmest, and centered when Jordan is actively maintaining his part of our DD agreement. When he is holding me accountable and spanking when necessary I do feel loved and taken care of. 

How about you? Are you a happy spanked wife? 

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WIP IT UP WEDNESDAY

This is my first time participating in the WIP blog hop but I am pleased to be here today to share a snippit into my next book "Savannah Rebels" it is the second book in the Savannah series but can also be read alone.

You can get the first book Savannah's Surrender here:

 

 

Savannah Rebel's tells the tale of Hilton and Savannah's first low since they began  practicing domestic discipline.

 

Hilton was very proud of Savannah's progress.  She very rarely broke any rules and there was hardly ever any need for punishments anymore. So, when Savannah did mess up a little bit he decided to go easy on her and let things slide from time to time.

 

  Savannah was grateful for the reprieve at first but in time she grew insecure with the loss of tight boundaries. Eventually she became resentful and she rebelled.

 

Can Hilton reign Savannah back in?

Will Savannah submit to be led again?

 

 

In this scene Savannah lashes out at Hilton and he decides that enough is enough.

  “You know what Hilton just do whatever you want,” I hissed. “I’ve handled our money for years and we never had these issues. Doesn’t seem to matter though. You never listen to me.”  I turned to storm away and he grabbed my arm tight. “I’ve had enough Savannah,” he yelled. “You will not talk to me that way! Do you understand me?” he said as he pulled me over his lap. Before I even knew what was happening he was landing hard swats on my tight covered bottom. “Stop Hilton! Your hurting me,” I cried as I squirmed to get away. I felt his fingers reach for my waist band to bare my bottom I yelled “Nooooo” and fought to stand and he let me go.

 I ran into the bathroom and locked the door before sliding down the wall sobbing uncontrollably. He let me get away. I wasn’t even worth the fight.

 He followed me and tried to open the door. He told me to let him in but I just continued to sob.

In time he forced it open. I looked up at him though my tears to see him staring at me shaking his head. He turned around closed the door and walked away.

 Abandoned, unloved, not worth it, a failure. Those were the thoughts behind my wails.

I couldn’t even understand the feelings I was having myself. I couldn’t ask Hilton to, could I?

 

 I didn’t want him to let me go. I wanted him to make me stay, even spank my thighs until I stopped fighting like he used to when we first started DD. I wanted him to calmly talk me through the punishment like he sometimes did when I was struggling. I could hear it in my head. “It’s ok Savannah. It’s almost over. Be a good girl and take your spanking. You know you earned it and we will both feel better when it’s over. Only 10 more.  Count them for me. Good girl.”

 

Instead he let me go, found me sobbing and turned around and walked away. It felt final, like I had broken the last straw. I wondered where he went. I thought maybe he just left. He had left me before. I obviously wasn’t worth staying for.

 

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So exciting!

 

These past few days have been super exciting.

Lots of stuff has been happening with Savannah's Surrender!

 

Sales have been good,

Authors have been reaching out and offering to host me on their blogs,

and I am basking in release week bliss:)

 

Thank you to all of you who have purchased the book.

If you have read it please consider leaving a review

or contacting me personally to let me know what you thought:) 

 The book is currently available on:



and will be coming soon to:





Happy Memorial Day <3


 

It's only a feeling...

feeling: an emotional state or reaction.

 

Once upon a time a few years ago a good friend of mine taught me a very important lesson about feelings that I had forgotten about until just recently.

 

I came across this post https://quietlysurrendering.wordpress.com/2015/05/05/when-it-all-began/ written by Kate over at Quietly Surrendering recently and the lesson came back into memory and hit me like a ton of bricks.

 

Jordan and I had been having a really good streak. He was leading I was following and life was good, like really good, until we had a minor disagreement. It was over something silly but it "hurt my feelings" and instead of just getting over it I held on to the hurt. I distanced myself and Jordan let me. We didn't turn to what DD had taught us to do and that night we found ourselves going to sleep like this...

 

 

Instead of our normal...

 

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The next day we continued to be cold toward one another. Jordan didn't text me on and off all day like he usually does, he didn't kiss me when he got home from work, that evening we had conversation with the kids but not one another, he didn't touch me in passing or when I climbed into bed that night and he fell asleep without me again.

 

Soon I found myself sobbing in bed like this:

 

 

 With Jordan snoring next to me oblivious to my distress.

 

I laid there with my brain running wild. Thinking that Jordan didn't love me and he must not want DD anymore because we were going to bed angry for the second night in a row and that our marriage couldn't survive if we went back to living this way. I couldn't live feeling unloved all the time or with someone who could turn their love on and off like a light switch. My mind went on and on. The tears continued to fall and I cried myself to sleep feeling like things between Jordan and I were awful.

 

Thankfully the next morning I came across Kate's post which stopped my rapid downhill spiral before I said anything hurtful to Jordan about any of these "feelings" I was having like I sometimes do when things "feel" this way.

 

 

 

The post reminded me that "it's only a feeling, feelings pass". That very important lesson my friend once taught me.

 

 

 

I felt unloved but if I had thought about it rationally I knew Jordan loved me very much. I made a mountain out of something silly. I needed to let it go which I did. I apologized. Jordan came home, he was loving and I felt as if everything was going to be ok again.

 

 

 



 

Have you ever let your feelings run wild?

 

A is for Attitiude

Attitude

 

Testing

 

Turn-Over

 

 

Implements

Undress

 

 

Don’t move

 

 

Eye roll

 

Thanks for visiting my All things Domestic Discipline A-Z Challenge. I hope you enjoy it: )~

Update

 

I wanted to share the great news with all of you... I submitted, my first book, "To Love Honor and Obey...." to a publisher.  Jordan and I are anxiously awaiting their thoughts. I invite you to enjoy a small sneak peak.

To Love Honor and Obey..., tells a tale of a married couple, Hilton and Savannah Fields, who are enduring some marital discord.

Hilton walked out on Savannah over six months ago. After numerous attempts to resolve their issues on their own with no progress Hilton decided it was time to call it quits. Savannah was too stubborn and she wasn't going to compromise on anything.  He was ready to file for divorce.

Savannah was devastated. She wanted her husband back but she wasn't going to let him tell her how and what to do. She talked Hilton into trying Christian marriage counseling believing that the pastor would surely take her side.

Savannah and Hilton are both shocked when Pastor James suggests that they adopt a Domestic discipline lifestyle. The pastor recommends that Hilton starts spanking Savannah’s bottom if she disobeys or becomes disrespectful. He ensures them that Hilton gaining control of Savannah and his home will quickly end their discord.

Will Hilton spank Savannah? Can Domestic Discipline save their failing marriage?

Now I was having second thoughts. I wasn’t exactly sure what I was even getting myself into. The last few times I had seen Hilton his new air of authority had been both frightening and surprisingly arousing. His bossiness was sort of sexy and his promises of consequences really thrilled me at times.

 

 Now it was going to be for real though…  it was not just "threats" anymore. According to the “new” Hilton they were never threats anyways. He said they were promises.

 

 The thoughts of real punishments didn’t seem to have the same appeal to me as the fantasies. Tomorrow Hilton was going to put actions behind all those threats… or promises as he would say.  Thinking about having my bottom bared and spanked thoroughly didn’t seem sexy at all anymore.

 

 I was nervous to say the least. I signed a contract. I agreed to allow Hilton to discipline me as he saw fit. Not only spankings… discipline…. The contract included corner time, loss of privileges, writing lines and bedroom time too; basically any punishment that my husband saw fit.

 

 To get things started, tomorrow night, Hilton’s first night back home, I was getting an initiation spanking. A spanking to wipe away all the wrongs of the past and a preview of what I was in for should I choose to break the rules in the future.

 

 

We are very excited and book #2 is in progress :)

 

 

 

 

 

I also wanted to take some time to introduce you all to an author that I have come to know a little bit and really enjoy. Mrs. Caia Fox :)

 

 

 

 

I came across her books after I joined Kindle Unlimited. I was searching for Domestic Discipline stories which I enjoy reading and found her book Discipline & Desire.

 

 

I read it.. loved it... and read everything she had out and continue to read her new releases. I really enjoy her writing style and her naughty tales.

 

I found her blog and reached out to her by email. I've enjoyed chatting with her and trading ideas and tips. For those of you who enjoy reading spanking stories I highly recommend checking out her books. Visit her site http://caiafox.com/. Join her mailing list for a free story and receive notifications when she has new releases. For those of you with Kindle Unlimited... Great news! You can read all of her books for free.  Happy Reading :)~

 

Beware

Reading may cause excessive heat and wetness!

 

 

 

 

 

Last but not least I have enjoyed reading many questions and answers this month. It has been great to learn more about all of you! Now.. I invite you to ask questions to get to know more about Jordan and I. Ask away...